Old Log2:

 

 

09/03/2004: late!

After slaving for hours I finally got the wap thing in a presentable format, pfff. Wap uses wml, but then again not always. Comparison: wap is to html what MS-DOS is to windows. I was trying to do lots of cool things but ended fucking it all up, until finally resorted to simple text links on simple html pages with some wml.

If you like to see (approx!) what my website looks like with a WAP device but ya haven't got one, you can download a good wap phone  emulator/simulator here. I use this one, plus my real phone to make the site wap compatible! Just remember it still looks different on a real phone, and every phone again is different from another. But it should give a an idea. But before i forget to say this one cant read the first links on the index, so you have to go to http://www.nephildevil.net/wml/Menuwml.html directly! or you won't get past page one!!!

Whatever it works now on a simulator AND on my Sagem. With a wap phone you can now read most of the fiendish poetry and prose. More is to follow later, while I'm at it also check the FMayer page I recently updated it but forgot to mention here. It has a new poem with a French Baudelaire like title, I personally hate French and got the English title, ...but lost it again (I should email the guy 'bout it).

<-----little picture made with my cell phone, cool isn't it?

Also I got a few Photoshop creations from a occultist/artist I'm putting up soon.

 

09/03/2004: :

I'll think i'll take a slightly different approach for the wappers, then what I've done now.

I think a little effort for WAP cell phone users might be a good thing, since regularly i get visits from ppl with such phones.

(Not everybody owns a comp, but in Europe at least almost everybody got a cell phone, even the kids.)

Keep yer eyes open and yer little devices on the ready.

 

08/03/2004: :

I made some small corrections so you can acces this site from your WAP device. On simulators it seems to run better than on my brand new Sagem myX-6(check out the 3d representation!). Yep I bought a new cell phone one with camera (for MMS) and everything. Expect an MMS kinda picture soon.

 

07/03/2004: :

No longer typing on tv, but working on a full 2 comp lan. So expect some updates soon.

(I won't bother correcting my typing errors from during the TV period, 'coz they are funny and it seems some ppl type errors on their google searches as well. So errm, it seems they have a function, lol. )

 

26/02/2004: :

Still typing on TV and therefore hindered in typing, I'll just post another picture.

The weird ghostly mist, you see on this picture is NOT Photoshop trickery!

I repeat, no Photoshop trickery used here, all is natural!

(it was probably just the photographer's hand or something, but it looks cool and creepy doesn't it?)

12/02/2004: :

I've bought a new comp and i am quite occupied  now, but i've set up a lan. At this moment i only got one monitor so typing this on tv i cant reaad what i'm typing excantly, so scuse the typing errors here ya got a picture of me in the snow:


 

28/01/2004: Pet Cloning & Genetic Engineering:

 

We must totally dispose of the idea of God in the first place.

It is just like with space travel, if we do not do any genetic engineering we might as well be stagnant and dead. Genetic engineering is progress. In fact space travel and genetic engineering go hand in hand, as we could adjust ourselves to better living in other places.


And cloning, what do you guys think of bringing up your clones as if it were your children? Brings a whole new meaning to the immortality through your children idea. Conventional children just have a huge load of similarities with their parents, but are essentially different (new) persons. Maybe parents will stop treating their children like they were a smaller version of themselves, they aren't.

Except with clones, they are. But then again these clones should be considered an extension life of the original, not 100% the same either coz of different upbringing and well ...lots of variables. But they will instinctly react the same and be like you more than any conventional child could be. Besides you know the difficulties in your own life, what a better way of introducing them to your own experience in solving them. The advantage in life they will have is you.

 

I suppose nobody(*) would object taking a clone of your pet after or just before it died, when the technology becomes available.
Since they act mostly on instinct they would be quite similar.

The technology isn't quite available yet, but meanwhile take a look here. It's all big bucks and no guarantees yet, but I'm all for it.

 

On the whole I have more to say on these subjects, but I'll sleep on it a couple of times first.

 

*Nobody except those filthy God-worshipping mindless pigskinned apes(**)!
**Christian, Muslim and Jew fundie scum!

 

25/01/2004: Satanic organisations:

 

I think most ppl who actually believe in a deity, believe in it because of an irrational personal experience. If this deity is conform to a religious dogma, both this dogma and the person believing in it are responsible.

The strength of belief is usually assured by the need of irrationality to overcome rational shortcomings, which in turn is why most dogma was created to uphold this merry go round and extract some income or social power from it.

Organisations which seem to rely on both (CoS etc.) are actually the same, supplying in the same needs for their followers. And getting the same out of it too. The only difference is they are better suited for modern times than the old ones (Catholic Church etc.), and they have a natural camouflage hiding their religious dogma and irrationality behind a screen of humanism. They count all too heavily on the satanist need to be a "Satanist", or even "an official Satanist".

 

Before joining any of them, always ask yourself; "What is in it for me? What do they offer me in return." , and keep asking yourself that.
When that question returns nothing, you have outgrown them and it is time to move on. Time for something bigger, better, more majestic. Maybe you have found it already, maybe you haven't. Maybe there is nothing worthy enough.

 

And oh yeah, naturally you've become more "elite" than everyone inside those organisations who returned "nothing". Since those ppl inside them still "need" them, for whatever reasons.

 

18/01/2004:

 

Printed the whole orbiter manual today and got into orbit from the earth's surface for the first time. Then into space itself.  Well ok all this may sound a bit crazy, but I'm in a spacey mood for more than two weeks now. The manual reads like a course in dynamics (But ya don't get to do an exam so it stays fun to learn!). You do feel like you are actually learning something with this simulator. It is so realistic that for example if you set the fuel level to unlimited. The space shuttle might not make it into orbit, because it relies on the reduction of mass as a result of fuel consumption. So, I think you get the idea.

 

17/01/2004: Bush and the new space program:

 

The human population increases exponentially this means if roughly; if now every ten years we get another billion (1.000.000.000.000) humans, next billion will be in five years, after that two years, then one year then six months then every three months then every month. By that time forget all the humanitarian nonsense of today's world, the more benevolent governments will put sterilisation drugs in the drinking water while the majority of governments will use their army to recycle humans. And family members will fight to the death for a plankton cookie, if they still have some oxygen left. In short human life will hold a negative value !

All this misery could be avoided if you direct your technology to colonizing space, maybe if you melt all the Martian ice you might even terraform that planet.

We must reach for space, before it is too late.


The other option is, ...it is too late. And humanity, motionless and stagnant has died.

 

And oh yeah, Bush forgot all about that bastard. Well being the newborn moron he is, if he means it with spending billions of dollars on the NASA space program, getting people on the moon again and on mars. Then this would make up for his stupidities (although his goals are probably converting some Martians or some other aliens you never know these newborn Christians, haha.)

 

Meanwhile you can practise realistic space flight here : http://www.medphys.ucl.ac.uk/~martins/orbit/orbit.html

A bit hard to steer (and navigate and everything else, this is realism peeps!), but the graphics are absolutely stunning! I only think it misses some kind of sound, (There are even no sounds in planet atmospheres. Not even on earth itself.)

 

25/12/2003:

Merry Shitmass!

 

And sacrifice the child to Adrammelech!


'the Avvites made Nibhaz and Tartak, and the Sepharvites burned their children in the fire as sacrifices to Adrammelech and Anammelech, the gods of Sepharvaim.' - 2 Kings 17:31

 

24/12/2003:

Baptise your doG Allah, sodomise the doG, sacrifice the doG!
 

20/12/2003: CONCERT CANCELLED !!!!!!

I want to tear the place apart!

Goddamn bastards! first time in years I wanted to go to a concert and they cancel it, the ceiling dropped, bah! Just play without the goddamn ceiling I'd say! Never heard of a backup plan, fuck goddamn shit I'm pissed! They could have at least let everyone sign a paper that says they won't sue in case something (small) dropped on their heads. After the grand collapse only small things could still drop.

 

18/12/2003: Later same day:

 

Unholy beasts consume thy Lordship, crucify a dog. A cowardly Christian dog.

Nah, cowardly Muslim dog, crucify the dog!

Nah, impale the cowardly Muslim Dog!

And the Demonic voices will be benevolent to thee and thine many hearths of blackness.

 

18/12/2003: X-mas metalfest Belgium:

 

Bought the tickets in reserve yesterday: Deicide will be there, Nile, Finntroll, Amon Amarth, Destruction, Dew Scented, Graveworm, Misery Index, Aborted and Ackercock. Can't wait till it is Saturday, lets start this Christmas period in fucking blasphemy!

Let the fags go see metallica (same day in Belgium), well ok graveworm is a bit like CoF but slower so we'll also have our bunch to deal with, ha-ha! IN THE NAME OF SATAN I CONDEMN THIS IMAGE OF GOD!

 

Order of appearance:

MISERY INDEX (14.00-14.30)
GRAVEWORM (15.45-15.15)
ABORTED (15.30-16.00)
DEW SCENTED (16.20-16.55)
AMON AMARTH (17.15-17.55)
FINNTROLL (18.15-19.00)
NILE (19.20-20.05)
DESTRUCTION (20.30-21.30)
DEICIDE (21.55- 23.00)

hm no Ackercock? Well if they are the same band as Ackercocke they are just dumb laveyans anyway. Stupid destruction is right before deicide, destruction are just irritating trash metallers they don't deserve that place. They'd better be around dinner time.

 

16/12/2003: Hitler&Satanism:

Ppl seem to be confused as why there is a correlation. Some say Hitler was a Christian, 'coz off course Hitler said so. Read this then: The way I see it. Hitler had very strong nationalistic feelings about uniting Europe under a pagan flag. Maybe his mother was a roman catholic. I don't think he held the pope or the church in high respect. He just had to be successful with a lot of Germans who were Catholics. He was just a hopeless romantic for German culture, and the Jews among with all other non-Europeans simply stood in his way of achieving his goals. He was a very powerful and emotionate speaker and his anti-Jew rants got the attention of others. Those others, richer ppl (+former soldiers from WOI ) probably had financial gain by supporting him. So they did support him.
From there on everything got escalated.

 

Some ppl still don't get it:

Hey, he was a politician who wanted to get rid of the Jews, he'd say anything to get it done.
I don't think his own underlying motive was Christian at all. If yer asking for proof I can't give it to ya, just point at the some pagan aspects of the third Reich.

 

So:

While politicians always bullshit a lot (you should never believe them), we could have had a new pagan Europe if the Americans didn't came to 'save us' from tyranny. At least Hitler wasn't such a coward as Saddam is, he shot himself rather than surrender. And killing the Jews and etc. was a mistake he should have just deported them to Israel. This gave his enemies too much power.

 

But then again, the past is the past.

We should all learn from our mistakes.

 

9/12/2003: OBE: Out Of Body experience:

Ever wanted to be an astral vampire? But couldn't just get astral enough? Dieing is a too scary thing? Try this:

Have a large thick mattress behind you, sit squatted and breath heavily for several minutes (it must definitely seem too long and be uncomfortable!), stand up FAST and hold your breath.

 

8/12/2003: Well the comments button just has to wait a little while, it is all in php that uses the database.

And because  I want to know exactly what is going on, so as to never lose any of my data.

It has to rest a while, coz I don't have the time to figure it out completely.

 

5/12/2003: I added this blog to http://www.blogsearchengine.com. I don't know when, but I intent to add a comments button to my blog, this way you can say directly how you feel about what I've said. I'm working on it right now.

4/12/2003: Carbon: the 666 element: further explanation:

C13 for example has 13-6= 7 neutrons.

The only thing ppl might still wonder about is why do you need to subtract a number, an amount from mass. Seems like subtracting melons from apples. It is 'coz the mass of one C atom is calculated to the mass in amu: 1 amu = 1.66033x10^-27 kg
Almost equal to the mass of 1 amu:
mass of 1 proton = 1.673x10^-27 kg
mass of 1 neutron = 1.675x10^-27 kg

So you know 12 amu as the mass of on C atom, AND it has 6 electrons: electrons have almost no mass(9.11x10^-31 kg) but are in the same quantity of the protons, so you need to subtract the mass of the protons from the total mass of the atom to find the total mass of the neutrons. Using amu makes it all very simple 12 amu minus 6 amu equals to 6 amu
using kg will get you a small error from loss of mass due to relativational effects (E=mc²) changing mass into energy.

But since you are working with whole protons and whole neutrons, whole neutrons is the result (else C12 wouldn't be stable, I'd say).

3/12/2003: Carbon: The Element named 666- Satanic mysticism.

The base of all organic chemistry including plastics, fuels, plants and animals. for all those still unsure about 666 tied to Carbon check this site out:

http://chemlab.pc.maricopa.edu/periodic/C.html

 

Take the mass in amu of the most common and stable isotope C12 which is 12
Then calculate the amount of electrons 2+2+2=6 (also called the atomic number, but this site also gives the electron configuration so you can calculate this yourself.)

Electrons are negative, and protons are positive.
---> #Electrons=#Protons
---->mass-#Protons= #Neutrons
------>12-6=6

Result: 6 electrons, 6 protons, 6 neutrons

 

666


This is Satanic mysticism ppl.

 

So:

if we can see 666, the element carbon itself, then this means something is burned to a crisper. Then something is charred.
If 666 is locked up, like the beast unrisen and chained, we can have life.
Isn't the beast supposed to be unchained, or freed from chains by those on the Satanic side?

Therefore:

 

666 stands for charred bodies and black fumes.

2/12/2003: I foresee a new ice age instead of a hotter climate due to the greenhouse effect!

Has nephildevil gone nuts? No, it is like this: a warm water current coming from central (south) America going toward Greenland along the western coast of the UK, might abruptly end. Now it brings warm water to UK and is responsible for the (rather) warm climate in the UK and Europe.

 

How come? Read below:

The west coast of the UK is also the place where the warm water current cools down to eventually drop deeper in the sea by Greenland (cold water descends). And on these deeper levels it should flow back to central or south America. Due to the current greenhouse effect heating of the earth's climate we now have, too much ice is melting in Greenland. This results in too large amounts of cold water in the northern part of the hot water current, DISRUPTING IT!

 

So?

When this hot water current is disrupted the temperature in Britain will easily drop around thirty - forty degrees (Celsius), this means like minus ten a twenty in the summer. Instant winter spreading across Europe, this winter will not easily be reversible. As this will cause all Britain's rain to transform into snow and blizzards, cooling its surroundings even more.

 

And outside Europe?

The earths' atmosphere will drop in humidity and the much needed monsoon rains in Asia and the equator will not show up, creating HUGE draughts .Rainforests and rice fields turned into deserts. Which will have enormous starving and hunger as results.

 

Who knows about it?

I saw it on a British scientific docu, so eh... few people know about it.

 

Is somebody doing something about it?

The earths defences are pointed in the opposite direction, namely towards the usual expected effects of global warming, instead of a new ICE AGE!

 

This is (Norse) hell on earth people!

Götterdammerung!

Prepare for Armageddon!!!!!

 

 

30/11/2003:

Ok, my internet connection was offline for a few days, so if you did send a message then it might not have reached me. And you may wanna send it again. Unless you were a fag saying you love my pictures in yer own damn way, then you can keep it to yerself.

 

21/11/2003:

The word ' shemhamforesh ' is just a jew name of god. Usually laveyans don't know what it means.
If you really want to be satanic say ' ForeschHemSham ' or 'HaVoudheI ', say it in reverse!

14/11/2003:

I remember this from my old trusty amiga, the most addictive ever (free!) little LOTR game.

Called moria back then, now angband download it here : Thangorodrim.net !

You can play it on any kind of comp old 286, ms-dos machines, solaris, linux/unix !

 

12/11/2003:

C'mon everybody admit it we adore(d) sabretooth cats!

Pictures taken from:AMNH Bestiary (hope they don't object, else they are free to request removal)

 

Smilodon !Looks a bit wrong, but the fang is soo cool!

I would love a knife with a handle made from sabretooth ivory !

Anybody got one?

Mammoth and mastodon ivory is expensive but common in custom made knives, 'coz most new ivory(elephant, rhinoceros etc.) is illegal nowadays. We don't want them to get extinct too, don't we. Only humans can go extinct (or reach for the stars) if its up to me!

 

11/11/2003:

Another day off, commemoration day of WOI weapon silence.

 

10/11/2003:

I had an absolutely shitty day off today. I spend the whole damn day trying to get by a faulty uninstall of previous windows xp updates ! Can you imagine, spending the whole day trying to correct the problem (using demolinux) and then to find out it is just impossible and having to reinstall windows all over again! And more so i have windows me and an xp update, so i had to install me first, after which xp setup later on said it could install 'cozy i had a multiple os boot system! Anyway i got round it by formatting my had. The only good thing about all this is, I now have multiple partitions and my win xp installation is on a small 5gig partition so next time i lose virtually no data and i only need to format 5gig with the data being somewhere else. Plus i also have some partitions for unix/linux. This site will (probably) no be made with dreamweaver MX instead of frontpage xp.

Ok, enough with the technical shit fer now. On another day (night) i have something more interesting to say i hope than this foul whining, lol!

 

05/11/2003:

In December the new LOTR movie is out, so to quench yer thirst, take the little poll below(Just three questions and it tells you your LOTR race!):

An Orc of Middle Earth.
You're an Orc, and god save you- you're wretched!

Are you a hobbit, an elf, a dwarf, an orc, or a man? (Lord of the Rings based)
brought to you by Quizilla

 

04/11/2003:

Today I saw a docu on human life in northern Greenland. Maybe a bit too much sunlight(but midnight sun is only in the summer!) but it took my breath away. Ppl whaling in little kayaks, men wearing pants made out of icebearfur. It seems their only resource is animals. The land there exists from nothing but ice and beasts. Everything they did was bloody. And if anybody from out there ever enters my site, I would really love a polar bear skull!!!! Actually I'll be pleased with anything you Greenlandic ppl send me, so send me some of yer walrus teeth.

 

31/10/2003:

It stroke me why some ppl think individuality or originality is of no use in Satanism. Some ppl think elitism is the only requirement. Well it is a good that you are able to accomplish things and get the best results. But consider who or what you are working for if it is not your own individual ideas you're promoting! If you want to be sovereign, rule and have servants. Then don't be a servant yourself.

 

Either way it is Halloween today, lets get drunk on darkness!

 

30/10/2003:

Okay it took a few more days, but now we've finally gotten here. NEPHILDEVIL.NET works!

I don't have the time to update all the graphics and the links, but gradually it'll happen. Don't forget to sign the gb now.

Oh yes I had to let the zonkboard go, they unexpectantly wanted me to pay them! So screw them.

 

20/10/2003:

Nephildevil.com has been stolen! But is now (or very soon-tomorrow) being replaced by nephildevil.net !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Off course all my titles, links and names will need to be replaced from nephildevil.com to nephildevil.net!

May the Chinese DN-thieves die in anguish!!!

Curse them!!

 

And I have fucking work to do now.

 

 

24/09/2003:

"Carpe Diem! Tempus Fugit!"

 

23/09/2003:

"To the cross with the prisoner!"

 

12/09/2003:

I added the video clip of a real impalement. As most of you fuckers who visit this site probably know Dracula was Vlad Tepes, or Lord Impaler for real. So I think if you consider Vlad Tepes the coolest, you should be aware of what he really was like. EVIL, EVIL totally fucking insane, no romanticism here this is the real deal. Not for the weak, or for kids !! Well i would say its ok for kids, so they know what's real, but governments don't agree with me so ... not for kids then. (Hell there's even kids in the clip, who laugh at it all.) Or weak persons. Here it is.

 

I don't even wanna start talking about 11/09, screw the world! So, if you'll excuse me know. I'll spend my spare time drinking lots of frozen bear and sharpening knives at the disturbing ritmes of anti-humanitarian pagan grim ns-BM, so fuck you all today. This day is sacred to hatred! I'll cheer up 'n' morrow-evening.

 

10/09/2003:

Ok new temp address available http://nephilde.ipower.com/  If you reached the site today, U already know and are here. It got down again due to unlucky coincidence, so some gods(or Black magicians-superstitious fuck talking here, hehe) hate me. Bah, I'll just hate in return and that solves things, and create a little mayhem along tha way. My site online, So mote it be!

Nagah link added on links page. And why does everybody always insist on the astral and auras to be electro biological, it isn't. Well auras maybe if you don't consider them astral. I guess them and ToV are concurrents, so I gave a small summary of the differences. For those interested, but if I was you, I'd stay on my own.

I also added a whole bunch of quotes, this time from the Chaldean Oracles of Zoroaster.

 

08/09/2003:

If I may quote myself:"While the broadness of human animal or non-human animal psychology shows it that the iterations within it are not only symptomatic of neurosis, in mass psychology i'm pretty sure this would be the same for individuals contained within a larger body of elements. Therefore what was to be expected has been unfolding, you are losing yourself in this broader aspect. "

Say this to someone who has lost "it" in your opinion, but wanna stay subtle, éhéhé.

 

05/09/2003:

I came across this today:"Science is a load of crap I know I'm letting personal feelings get in the way, but science pisses me off something terrible, I hate it!!!!!"

And this is what I answered:

"Restrictions on this world discovered by science seem a terrible violation of freedom from time to time, but just imagine there was no such thing as common objective reality. Ever played a computer game and cheated? All this power you have when first cheating is a lot of fun but after a while you get bored because there is no longer a challenge.

What if reality is like that? You are so powerful you can do EVERYTHING , get all the women you want, kill everybody you dislike, have everything you want, money, huh you've got an infinite amount, you can fly, you can be everywhere at the speed of a thought, you are stronger that everyone and etc. I think you get the picture.

Reality will not seem real anymore.

Where's the challenge, what will be the meaning of everything then, you will get bored, you will hate yourself and everything, you will want something that relieves such boredom. Therefore it is a good thing you are limited, or everything will be meaningless. And you wish you'd be set free from this stupid nightmare.

Just imagine if all games were like the one I described above, who'd still want to play after a while. All the kids will say;"Too easy!This game is just for suckers!", and you know what, they are right!"

The world is cruel, well so am I.

 

03/09/2003:

"You can break everything down in more absolute laws of nature, till you get to the "why". Strangely enough it is often the "why" of it all that drives us. Most other things(like power,fortune) you can get the mundane way, well this combined with the longing for "magical" kind of freedom only found in dreams(or a good movie)."- I said this somewhere, and I suppose it to be largely correct.

 

03/09/2003:

"A dungeon horrible, on all sides round,
As one great furnace flamed; yet from those flames
No light; but rather darkness visible
Served only to discover sights of woe,
Regions of sorrow, doleful shades, where peace
And rest can never dwell, hope never comes
That comes to all, but torture without end
Still urges, and a fiery deluge, fed
With ever−burning sulphur unconsumed.
Such place Eternal Justice has prepared

For those rebellious; here their prison ordained
In utter darkness, and their portion set,
As far removed from God and light of Heaven
As from the center thrice to th' utmost pole.
Oh how unlike the place from whence they fell!
There the companions of his fall, o'erwhelmed
With floods and whirlwinds of tempestuous fire,
He soon discerns; and, weltering by his side,
One next himself in power, and next in crime,
Long after known in Palestine, and named
Beelzebub."
Yeah I've been reading up on Paradise Lost, from J. Milton.

Yesterday and today, not quite finished, but I'm getting there.

 

01/09/2003:

"Jesus Christ is going to prepare a special place for me. Great.

And where He is I'm going to be some day. Great.

No more tears, no more death, no more crying, no more ...  . Beautiful

And where are you gonna be? In torment, in Hell."

 

Any body here know deicide? I kinda like this intro quote they got. Irritating I can't understand one of the words.

 

29/08/2003(again a little later same day):

I've made All Little Devils2 and put on that page the second Grot Arm nm. Grot Arm 2. These Flashes are again intended to support poetry and such.

And don't forget to sign my guestbook you fuckers!!!

 

29/08/2003(a little later same day):

I have added to All little Devils another small bloody Flash, called Grot Arm(Blade, Blood and Darkness!). Expect more cool stuff like this. And hey, it shows some skin !!!!!!!!!!

 

29/08/2003:

After being offline for about two months it requires a bit of getting used to, but i've added the song All little Devils from Dismal Euphony to the list, and yet another little flash. The new Flash is about horned skulls, they were found somewhere, put into a museum and got lost again. You can hear the song and see the flash at All little Devils, offcourse i will  put them on some poem or something later on. Also don't forget to check the links page so now and then. I've taken an interest in the Djinn, an article about them you can find on the Simple Forum, but expect something more personal, I have no idea when.

 

25/08/2003:

If you have reached this site around this date, you are one of the lucky few who came to know the existence of the NEW temporary address http://host92.ipowerweb.com/~nephilde

You can continue to come here until all my domain name shit has been resolved. I will most probably make a special page that describes how the lycos DN-fuckup occurred, but this isn't my priority offcourse. A few things don't work yet, but will be corrected future on. I gave Hidden was a journey with results the flash from old-gb three.

 

Just remember offline or online, We are Devils Forever...

...And the blackened sun cherished Us with her fiery wings...

 

06/07/2003:

Due to rotten DNS bureaucracy and other errors this site may go down. And I have no idea when it could be restored. I'd best burn it all to cd, and put the cd with the site in a safe somewhere.

 

27/06/2003:

New poem and picture show added! Weapons of War and Women! It has an especially gory and insanely evil slideshow, Devil and bloodworship forever !!! Don't show it to yer kids, ahah. It will give em nightmares.

And yeah I added another cool picture show you can find it here and the poem, in darkness bleeding. Actually the poem is a bit too nice for the killer show. I'll probably put it also

somewhere else soon, ah whatever:

But the other one on the new poem is even cooler,I think.

26/06/2003:

I don't know how but my electricity net went from 220V to 380V, blowing up my tv and monitor. I awoke from the smoke, in time to prevent a fire. All my electronics got destroyed (had to read a book or something, in silence), but now i've got the computer working again with new monitor and modem, tv and stereo will follow later. The insurance has to pay. If you send me any mail, pls resend, i might not have gotten it, k?

 

23/06/2003:

I archived my guestbook today (over a hundred entries!!), and even more so i made a little flash to serve as its picture.

It is DARK and EVIL! Our Light is not the bright light of heavens, when We are done with this miserable world it will be charred black as Our very souls!

To see it click this, or visit the link above on my picture.

Also I'll let you know what to do when meeting a Vampire on a new morals page,

 

And éh, who wants to sign my new virgin guestbook!?

 

ps. Dreadsphere I defiantely liked what you said here:"Deathless profligates arise! The hour is at hand to drag the screaming mortal virgins into the stygian nidus of Nephildevil! All hail the dark master of the Thanatos Nephilim resurrect!". But then again if something like that is said about you, you should be kicked if ya didn't like it!

 

20/06/2003:

As regulars on my site have undoubly noticed, MAJOR CHANGES TODAY!!!!!!

I just had some free time now, so this is what happened.

Ah, yes girls who wanna be on the dark girls page, send in your pictures. We need some more guys visiting this site.

C'mon serve your master, serve the Lord of Vice, serve the Devil, serve Nephildevil, the only real Devil you will ever know.

hm, k.

The tremble thingy doesn't seem to work, 'coz of the frames. I'll see what i can do 'bout it, perhaps i'll put it somewhere else.

 

18/06/2003:

I'm changin fonts, i'm changing from monotype corsiva to: Agency FB; except on the poetry pages!

It might not be finished today.

And I coded the small quote script you see above, still in its testing fase, but I intend to fill it with lots of cool quotes!

 

16/06/2003:

I've spend some time rewriting the JavaScript and reformatting the html to xml to facilitate page load.

You should visit the soundfiles page, the new reworked java routine will show you the band AND title of the song!

Too bad one of em doesn't seem to work, I haven't found that specific error yet.

 

14/06/2003:

I've put large excerpts from the book of Enoch on the simple forum, I intend to make a real page with them, when I have more time.

Meanwhile enjoy the diabolism !

 

13/06/2003:

Friday the thirteenth !

 

We are the dreaded Vampires that drain filthy and useless reality into the abyss, Our black Abyss. Humans are but maggots, bound to suffer. We are forever Grim and Dark !

 

12/06/2003:

I've added the tastiest organ mini poll. Probably my sickest poll yet. Enjoy you sick bastards!

 

11/06/2003:

This is the Rogue Base of Vampirism, the home of the Evil Nephilim, the only place with a link to Them who crumble the paths of their living ancestors so the dead-lights of apocalyptic future shall once more become the chaotic darkness of Our new creation! Time is a cycle We amend! Reality is an illusion We invent!

 

What do you all think? a new banner text, it still needs some work, but that's for later. Perhaps a few more titles and only the last two sentences. It isn't quite the way I like it, it explains too much with too much words.

 

10/06/2003:

I added my (non) politics and movie preference to the bio page. And I've added a new mini poll, the movie poll.You know the routine just hit refresh until ya get it.

 

09/06/2003:

" As Azazel consumed the aborted Lord, He knew there was no grace next to depravity."

 

07/06/2003:

" The marrow in my bones blackened, no bone saw can reveal.

    The hatred inside obscured, horror is the message reflect in my eyes!

    Only those lost to my rage, know the red eclipse of my Cainist Apocalypse.

    Manifold bestial horror, the advent of my truth.

    The beating, the murmur it has left, where are your words now?"

I wrote today, misanthropic cruelty on my mind.

 

What is Evil? Do harm unto others, purposeless. Do unto them what they fear. Become the Devil and be God.

Is this Evil? No it is good.

Is this sadism? Is this a game?

Is this insanity? Get a dictionary! Pathetic word fucker!

 

23/05/2003:

What the fuck is this! Never deleted so much hatemail, and christian bible-pushers have gone on a rampage also!

Can't they take it this site is in mourning! Ah well, it's only the dumbest who keep sending hatemail, it's just some kind of spam. Their own websites are so badly made and full of uninteresting shit, they need to spam like this to get any attention!

And those bible pushers are just spamming bigots, brainless as ever. I won't waste any effort in counter agruments with them, they can't seem to read anyway.

 

Being part of any bigotry club or religion insults my intelligence!

I can think and live for myself, so no thanks!

 

20/05/2003:

Sunday the eighteenth when I came home I discovered the cold and stiffened body of one of my dearest.

Clarifying once more the purposeless and meaninglessness of cold existence.

The only meaning and purpose that life and existence have is that which you give to it yourselves!

 

Let no one ever, EVER tell you otherwise!! No ones' opinion is valid as truth, outside themselves!!!

The most obvious lie here is that of an omnipotent 'good' God, take these words with you or a cadaver might be there for you one day and show you about the meaning(lessness) of life and being!

 

In reality the only deïfied throne worth taking is that of the Devil Himself, just remember the purpose was naught, the dead will set you free and clarify any possible deluded visions.

 

If you should succeed in keeping your sanity during your diabolication process on your necromantic path, you have achieved the impossible. And I shall wish you nothing but torture, death and nothingness before I crush your pride-filled skull!

 

And take your false reign by force!

 

You won't even be there to suffer in my venomenous blood-spit!

 

Tear all to pieces, destroy everything, in the hallucinate bloodlust of a useless world, let my semen flow to create the final world where the dead walk!! Where you are not born before your first dead!

 

All the cries of the weeping humanity will be the source of laughter, the final joke of the insane.

The walking dead, the self induced meaning to the nothingness you adore.

 

May the glassy eyes of the cold see warm blood again!

 

 

12/05/2003(later that day):

I discovered (and did) the dante's inferno test today:

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Extreme
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Extreme
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Very High


Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

Take this test : it is FUN!

Eight level - the Malebolge, that's not bad. But I could score higher probably if I was a little bit more treacherous. But alas betrayal is not really my kind of sin.

 

12/05/2003:

Why is it wiccans and alikes always insist the Devil or Devils is a Christian concept? Buddists, Taoists, ancient pre-Christian Sumerians all have or had Devils.

Ignorance is bliss, I suppose.

I would like to say some more shit, but fuck it later maybe. I'm getting a headache.

 

01/05/2003:

I 've added Rammstein's Knorkator song Böse to the list, when I make a new page I'll put it up there, but for now its on this page and the soundfiles page, refresh until you hear it! Should you understand some German, disregard the wacky lyrics. Just enjoy the excellent music!

Ich bin so böse !! Böse !!!

 

16/04/2003:

I don't expect anything soon, but I'd like to let you know if you make a ritual with the Sacrament Of the Vampire, or you had magical results with it, you can send it to me. I might put it on the site, just to show others what you've done.

 

09/04/2003:

Since the numbers of persons who show up on this site asking to be bitten gradually increases, it came to my understanding the time has arrived to issue the first and crude form of the Sacrament Of the Vampire to the public.This document holds the keys for Godless Omnipotent Immortality of the Endless Night! It is nothing but the core, you'll have to devise the full ritual yourself. The terrible Nightmare of the Immortal Blood has no end and no beginnig, it never had, it never ment to have.

 

08/04/2003(Late Night):

I get so pissed at sites telling everybody astral vampires are soo sensitive beings et al, I had to put this on the new intro to evil vampirism page:

"If you browse regular psi vampire sites often you will find that they insist on being sensitive, sensitive to the feelings of other persons. This is total nonsense to the Evil Psi Vampire, as every experienced Evil Psi Vampire knows you gain your life-force from the emotions of others, including discomfort. Especially discomfort, the more somebody took the life-force of others, the easier it is do to. The discomfort of others becomes nourishment, and just the presence of human discomfort is a relaxing Evil astral snack! Again since the astral blood is the thinnest of all cold essences, the very force believed to sustain existence after death-within death- it gives an unequalled calm to its possessor. Not to be mistaken from the fury it has to move flesh, like the flesh you carry now, this fury is the eternal spark of life. The primordial cause of fear and aggression, it is the eternal paradox of life and death, just look at the oroborous, symbol of this paradox, this astral blood, this eternal paradox, un-dead! "-I hate those crappy worthless idiots! WE ARE NOT SENSITIVE PUSSIES OK! Got that! Now Fuck off! I suppose it must be some dumb goth music that started all this hysterious whining like babies!

 

08/04/2003(Later that day):

We all know the two major paths of the real vampire ( or 'real' vampire, depends on yer opinion, ;-|) , namely sang and psi. If ye never heard of these two major vamp paths, you must be awfully green.

Anyway, these two paths exist for the Evil Real vampires too. So to enlighten your minds with my radiance of supreme truth,...eh. I have made you sincere fuckers and wanabee vamps a nice flash movie to introduce ya to the two paths of the Darkest Undying Evil on this godforsaken planet! Go here, and as you know me, I've added a nice little music also!

 

08/04/2003:

I added an utterly diabolic poem Rege Diabolicus Deus , check out my Latin! If I made any Latin grammar mistakes, don't hesitate to contact me. Its a beautiful language, but a bitch! This poem also has the "Gate of Nanna" song on its page from Beherith, and a nice Dark Gothic picture!

"The secret of magnetic lucidity and the direction of the phenomena of magnetism depend on two things;the agreement of minds and complete union of wills in a direction wich is possible and determined by science"(Eliphas Levi-Dogma et rituel de la haute magie,The pentagram,p.26) I also added this important quote to the ritual documents page and to the words I said so poem.

And I've added a little explanation of KuMiHo- the sad she-fox on F.J.Mayer's page!

 

06/04/2003(Nightime):

I'll soon add some more of dark poetry, meanwhile I added the excellent 'Gate of Nanna'-song from Beherith to this page (and to the music page)! Refresh until you hear it. I will probably use this song on my new poem-page.

 

03/04/2003(later that day):

Hey I noticed almost no visitors send my Evil Misanthropic Greeting Cards! What the fuck is wrong with them, too evil!? Yeah I know those cards are all cursed, but everything is. So ya might aswell add to the master plan!

 

03/04/2003:

Apart from having an awful rotten day, I just found out my goddamn cd-burner is broke. So I gotto fucking look all over the damn place to find a guarantee of some sort or buy a new one. And my harddrive is full of shit i need to burn }>:-/ .

Okay that must have bored ya,lol.

Sometimes yer just Horny for Evil!!! Weird site just shallow postings by angry ppl there.But it's the shocking truth of our depraved civilisation, and they are a lot of fun to read 2!

"The letter proved to be her downfall. For stealing the body and the hearse, she got eleven days in jail, a $255 fine, and was placed on two years probation with medical treatment recommended. Meanwhile, the mother of the dead man sued, claiming the incident scarred her psyche. She asked for $1 million, but settled for $117, 000 in general and punitive damages. " I got this from a link on Horny for Evil. The fucked up story is from the unrepentant necrophile, you can find the full article here.

 

02/04/2003:

Ok, now to avoid possible harassment by Laveyan SATANIC BIBLE pushers. I'd like to make it clear that I said Satanic enough! Emphasize 'enough'! There is nothing un-Satanic by wanting to have pussy and easy money (yep it sounds simple). In fact it's only normal for any guy, you'd have to be an ignorant especially dumb Christian to actually think it is a complete form of Satanism! The main thing that bugs me about 'Laveyanism' is their similarities with normal Christian bible pushers! They push their bible up on anybodies throat and say you are not a Satanist if you deny their monopoly or the (questionable) genius of their founder! If you ask any of these Satanic Bible pushers what they really think, they simply start quoting from their book, sound familiar?What happened to their glorification of individuality, does this mean you must get together(?) and become similar to feel like you are elite?If you desperately need to become part of a self proclaimed elite bunch, you are obviously in need of some higher self-esteem!

 

01/04/2003(later that day):

"I know we believe LaVey wrote his bible and started the church of Satan just to get some more pussy and to earn some money, besides getting a reputation he always dreamed of.

But don't be put off to do the rituals contained herein, the satanic bible here is just a tool that has the enochian keys in them. LaVey wouldn't approve one single one of these rituals!

He's just not Satanic enough! Hahaha !!"

What doya think of this little quote? It's from me I added it to the rituals page!

 

 

 

01/04/2003

First I'd like to point to the chatbox thingy above, thats new! Type in something ya'd like to say to me, and if I happen to have my index page open at the moment we can chat. Me or someone else, you can even get to a time agreement with somebody and chat on this thing,that's what its for! The only setback is all have to have this page open at the same time. So probably if you catch somebody chatting its more like a lucky coïncidense.

You know what Ive come across just a few days ago? Ever thought Anne Rice's or Poppy Z. Brite's vampires were or seemed a bit gay,fag or sissy like? Wait till ya see this VampireNet.com. They claim to be a vampire elite and are looking for young virgin(!) male adolescents who are over 18 and under 25 to make them their pets with a possibility for immortality. How do they do that? They suck and fuck these young men and then... well I don't know. And I certainly don't wanna find out! And if yer a woman you can totally forget all about immortality. On their site they say no other vampire site wanted to link them, well hereby they're wrong 'bout that. You can visit the link, but don't blame me if you buy their shit and be abused by those fuckers!

After all it can still be just a parody to all real vampire elite sites and organisations out there.

 

31/03/2003

Bible pushers have a extremely busy time trying to save souls on this site. USA has gone to war, creating anti-USA feelings all over the world, favouring the anti-American countries of the earth. Has Bush taken the latest steps toward Armageddon, the Apocalypse. Are the mindless meat-puppet slaves of the darkest angels ready to meet their unholy doom? Has the Torture-wheel of the infernal masters started turning! Join the discussions on the SimpleForum! Let the weak , spineless and righteous be vanquished by blazing Horned Furnace Beasts into foul oblivion! May the manifold curses of the Undead strike the living. May the dead be risen from their graves, their spirits in Hell. Dark Endless Hell where the darkness has become a touchable and horrible new form of light engineered only to make the torments of Hell on Earth visible to the rotted eyes of the Cursed!

Hail to His Maligant Majesty forevermore !

 

30/03/2003

Frederick  J. Mayor send me his excellent poetry and I published it today. Its on the Poetry pages, or you can just click here!

 

27/03/2003

I made an old log, basicly it is this scrollable thingy you are reading here now. It was becoming too big to scroll all the way, so that's why I put it all on a single page.

Apart from this I also made a small change in the message below the title on the GB.

 

14/03/2003

I just started to manage this site from frontpage, errors are inbound. Let me know if something doesn't work.

At the moment the referring urls thingy doesn't seem to work. If this problem persists I will exclude it from the page!

The little poll is chosen randomly, refresh page to see a new one (you should close it with the X to avoid popups!)

I've been searching the net, just for the fun of, and look what I've come across: "Professor Shapira also sites the story of the Last Supper to prove that Jesus and his disciples were vampires. "He offered them his blood and said all who drink it will have everlasting life - what more proof do you need than that? It is a well known fact that once vampire blood is in your system you need never fear death." What Rubbish! Shapira clearly understands nothing about the covenant between Christians and God. The blood of Christ is symbolic...well not really it is really blood, but it is also wine...but it becomes blood. But it's not real blood it's holy blood, so it can't be real blood. If it is real blood, it's Jesus' blood and not wine...basically what I am trying to say is that Jesus and his followers were not vampires!". Isn't it just Hilarious!? It's from : http://free.freespeech.org/shockingtruth/vampire.html . Don't get me wrong, I'm not supporting them, they're bastards-but its just so damn hilarious!

 

 

21/02/2003

Finally started working a bit on my other site http://cyber.nephildevil.com and I created+ added a slideshow/walkthrough on Hitman2:Silent Assasin! Even if you don't play games you should check it out, it features (written) commentary by me. Go laugh with my sick jokes! There is still major work needed on that site, no music or anything yet.